tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58885037655764629402024-03-08T04:55:28.341-08:00Nahil DiarySome Poetry, some though, some directions, some channels...ckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.comBlogger30125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-53701498002744173912009-05-08T16:04:00.001-07:002009-05-08T16:04:30.414-07:00ckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-52523514976976753782009-05-08T14:11:00.000-07:002009-05-08T16:11:56.255-07:00WindsThe Winds have changed you in every way<br />I was supposed to see you this very spring<br />Is it humanity or is it the will of gods?<br />In my dreams Morpheus told me I will sleep later...<br /><br />The Wind has changed your every way<br />I see its action in your every move<br />I can't believe what's before my eyes<br />And now its furor nurturing inside of me<br /><br />The Wind has changed for every day<br />And now anything has turned primordial<br />Worlds will need to collide, so it seems<br />And tomorrow, dearest, I will see you on a different wayckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-36270347635961175642008-08-21T21:39:00.001-07:002008-09-04T20:16:35.874-07:00Time to GoTime to go<br /><br />I sipped all the champagne I could find<br />Acted like a wanker on Thursday nights<br />Humanity is everything but your sweet eyes<br />Could not find anything to cry for at night<br /><br />But now I feel drench in the ground<br />Love came very late and I was ready<br />For you it was just another seasons<br />And to me it felt just like treason<br /><br />But still you tainted you hair just for me<br />Send me those blush response without question<br />I told you that outside was just here<br />You told me you would not hear<br /><br />You discovered my secret resolves<br />Then you just wanted to destroy them<br />Thinking you were tapping out my memory<br />All your regrets were erupting over me<br /><br />But then again you can't sip champagne<br />Everything was ethylic sweet dream<br />Sweet shallow gaze wondering about tomorrow<br />No wonder you're all lost in sorrowckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-18687092515705841212008-07-09T01:24:00.000-07:002008-08-21T21:24:43.751-07:00n-1n-1<br /><br />So how many were we my only love?<br />Hard to say without looking from above<br />But this we simply chosen to ignore<br />This was the price to pay for true love....<br /><br />I was listening to your every request<br />As you were just all around my chest<br />You noticed I forgotten everything about me<br />You enjoyed it was not all about me<br /><br />As we were spiraling into the unknown<br />Just to find everything that we own<br />As no quarrel could stop this creation<br />It was sure there will be no conclusionckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-2509673926514241112008-02-03T00:52:00.001-08:002008-02-13T21:03:11.963-08:00Outside XWe'll take some time<br />And I know that you and me it's now<br />We'll take a ride<br />just to make sure that it's really now<br /><br />And there is some worries behind<br />and there is no problem outside<br /><br />It takes some pride<br />Now I know how deep you were talking<br />It'll takes some spleen<br />and I'll know I should have listened to you<br /><br />And there is some problems behind<br />and there is no worries outside<br /><br />So then we'll go outside<br />Just to see our writings on the walls<br />We'll step aside<br />Just to see our footsteps in the sandsckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-60163652930991366612008-01-23T22:31:00.000-08:002008-11-23T21:27:23.154-08:00Outside Part VIIIOutside Part VIII<br /><br />And I see your picture All over town<br />And I know that you won't let me down<br />And you know I have this music thing<br /><br />Something to ease the longing<br />So that I can keep on planning<br />'Cos yesterday I was hankering<br /><br />And you know that I'm never alone<br />Even walking solitary outside<br />As smiles can save this kingdom<br /><br />And I don't need your photograph<br />As I remember your devoted voice<br />As the many seas in your choice<br /><br />And just when I was about to forget<br />Again and again this sweet song<br />And I will touch your sweet voice<br /><br />And I was just about to forget<br />When you appeared and confessed your love<br />just to be gone for even better<br /><br />And I will see you there<br />And I will see you then<br />And now I will just go onckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-17108055933827587952007-10-07T01:30:00.000-07:002007-10-07T01:31:05.467-07:00Outside Part IIIOutside Part III<br /><br />Forgotten sounds, unfinished business<br />And good songs have too finish...<br />Just when you're in the motion<br />But we'll get there again<br /><br />Feels like I can reach its core<br />Seems like I will touch the floor<br />Look Like I will need it very more<br />Sounds like being on its shore<br /><br />And I could not care less<br />I took the occasion to make a wish<br />Up to my forgotten expectation<br />And I know this won't be in vain<br /><br />Feels like I will start flying<br />Seems like tension is spreading<br />Look Like I will start praying<br />Sounds like an alien speakingckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-63049963404574966532007-09-21T20:29:00.001-07:002008-04-01T01:15:21.882-07:00BHS β Outside Part IV?BHS β Outside IV?<br /><br /><br />Could this be intellectual atrophy?<br />Or then I may had lost a piece<br />Many years I can't recall<br />The situation is out of pleasure<br />And beside I should be happy around<br />With the many things I can't remember<br />I let her through her solitude<br />Got another lonely evening<br />I let her down through her solitude<br />Yet another lonely ground<br />Yet another winterckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-74166333102437058232007-08-29T00:47:00.000-07:002007-10-04T00:31:55.144-07:00Outside Part IIOutside Part II<br /><br />When I hear that sound over there<br />I go outside for what I am bound to<br />Where I hear all over again those sounds<br />The ones that are known to be long forgotten<br /><br />I always try to take a chance with the wind<br />My ears might hear the ripples of a new wave<br />And how couldn't this be time well spent?<br />Reaching melodies known to be long forgotten<br /><br />I longed, stared at the stars with this in mind<br />My pulse was living acceleration and deceleration<br />Everything but this sweet 'ol simplicity<br />Something that I've known to be forgotten<br /><br />I may have counted all the full moon<br />How many since the last epiphany?<br />I may have lost the exact estimate<br />Something unknown to be long forgottenckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-77581990023113319482007-07-22T22:12:00.001-07:002007-07-22T23:03:03.235-07:00MagicMagic<br /><br />Magic has always been in the air<br />Words bringing you out of despair<br />Music making you feels like the heir<br />Perfume that makes you touch her hair<br />Crescendo coming out of nowhere<br />Acceleration that you just don't care<br /><br /><br />Some words I knew their senses<br />Some worlds I knew their senses<br />Some worlds I could dispense<br />Some words I could not dispense<br />Some situation I had no defense<br />Smiles put me in a state of grace<br /><br /><br />And do you feel this acceleration?<br />Time can be stopped in its motion<br />Constant evolution is our mission<br />A New magic ritournelle is a revolution<br />For ages it will be like a premonition<br />One on which to build eruditionckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-81689906511940577492007-07-22T21:43:00.001-07:002007-07-24T16:19:01.251-07:00Kissing the SeaYou kissed the sea for me<br />Where I was there was only sands<br />And nothing in these strong hands<br />And everything for me to be<br /><br />Another letter from my favorite snake<br />Another front is about to open<br />Those strange rituals on that lake<br />Where this omen was written<br /><br />Facts, front, decision to be taken<br />Pressure, time compression, reflexion<br />Half-way thru it could it really be?<br />With only the half moon as an aide<br /><br />Tomorrow horror will be my friend<br />The very necessity of this burden<br />Maybe I will sleep in my bed of linden<br />Anyhow this will be time well spend<br /><br />You will kiss the sea for me<br />My agenda will next bring me to Mecca<br />Something needs to be released by me<br />And My next stop will finally be Alexandria<br /><br />Where I may kiss the sea if gods forgive<br />If it were just for me I would carry on<br />Sometimes I do not choose the way I live<br />And I just heard I must go to Babylon...ckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-80815398240528416982007-07-09T16:31:00.001-07:002007-07-09T16:31:36.536-07:00SuspensionSuspension<br /><br />In time I realised it was just an illusion<br />When I thought It was a pure inclusion<br />Sweet seclusion, illusion, confusion<br />It was just an allusion, dissolution<br />I wanted a transfusion for my contusion<br />You wanted preclusion of my false devotion<br />This fusion of various conclusions<br />Could only lead to infused delusion<br /><br /><br />A preclusion from my intrusion<br />an Obtusion from any pertusion<br />An Occlusion from a sad repercusion<br />A Corrosion of your grand illusion<br />profusion for your nihilistic delusion<br />No more of all this blood effusion<br />But I do not understand this notation<br />And all this talk about possession<br /><br /><br />I Needed a transfusion for my division<br />Anything but your normal dimension<br />Everything with or without permission<br />profusion for my vivid vision<br />Anything but the television<br />Supervision of the social fabrication<br />Sanctified suppression of any succession<br />Anything but your standard deviationckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-43571256720546146592007-06-23T18:54:00.000-07:002007-10-07T01:38:24.996-07:00Or or AndAnother Conjonction is in the air<br />You thought I was full of despair<br />But I was the one to save you<br />In this cathedral everything is blue<br />Is this an Or or an And?<br />At the discretion of animal eyes<br /><br /><br />How can We be soo alone<br />without feeling loneliness?<br />You were always asking....<br />Always ready and danger prone<br />Still finding Our way home<br />You were maybe pretending...<br />In the hope that someday, well someday you know...<br />unparalleled worlds was supposed to be rhetoric<br />Can you live up the seasons passing by?<br /><br /><br />I don't have answers only questions<br />What system did you built?<br />That smile just made your day<br />Were you just about to start to pray?<br />reminds madness you must part with<br />Oh and this trip was soo well perfumed<br />This sweet melody made you sail<br /><br /><br />Have you ever closed your eyes <br />and then realised the price?<br />Everybody knows me. Name them all<br />"Journeys shall make you old" <br />Were my Master's final words<br />I elevated this into a ritournelle<br />That is what you wanted to discern<br />Verity soo pristine, thou must yearn<br /><br /><br />Why sleep at night? It's too fresh<br />I'd swear I have fell some flesh<br />Why build cities for all those fools?<br />Lovers will always be on the run<br />But I took a walk when it was raining<br />And dived again head first in the pool<br /><br /><br />Pulse needs strange rythms to go on<br />regulation can only kill it<br />Random Strange attractors forever<br />Your hearbeat was the same as mine<br />It is still the same as mine<br />Even with all this damn distance<br />But, as you know and so do I<br />Only when we sleep at the same time<br /><br /><br />Living on such a nice frequency<br />harmonics of harmonies make you old<br />What's your prefered frequencies?<br />Soo many too choose from.<br />Minimising hazard at the very long last<br />A new parallel word was born inside you<br />Or was it outside as everything exquisite<br />A Rendez-Vous, no yield, no turn and no exit<br />And this will be a conjonction it appearsckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-20812343419627658262007-03-07T19:31:00.001-08:002007-03-07T20:15:52.119-08:00ArabesqueArabesque<br /><br />Temples are empty from spirits<br />We left our plain reason in vain<br />Of prime importance, how we will remain<br />Syncretic approach, Divide and Conquer?<br /><br />A touch of Evil, A kiss to the deaths<br />Do not whine or pule if you're ahead<br />Drink wine and pull if you're in the lead<br />Half a walk for every pennies of your breath<br /><br />And this is good for having a walk<br />Certainly enough to come back to them<br />And continue to compose anthem<br />Believe me I think that life is black<br /><br />But sampling the nights is enjoyable<br />Having a walk there under the warm plain<br />Smooth communication with object's strain<br />And a smooth operation on the unbearable<br /><br />The Temple was in sand and evanescent<br />It was gone with the next current<br />What's a second, a year? what's a myth?<br />Again and again question of current rhythmckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-32782430167236679962007-03-06T21:40:00.001-08:002007-03-06T21:52:49.339-08:00Impossible Mission (Part V of fear)Impossible Mission (Part V of fear)<br /><br />There was a time when I remembered you<br />You looking at children like a peeper<br />Stolen moments, creating creation<br />I did not understood all the implication<br />Entertained by you playing with youngster<br />You knew this was out of the blue<br /><br />I had to replace this offspring<br />As you were gone, maybe for better<br />Spiraling responsibilities made it<br />Everything had to be like a hobbit<br />As you were gone, and yes for ever<br />Before me children are now resonating<br /><br />Or are they mine? Maybe your?<br />I arouse them, with ardent care<br />For gregarious life, ascent and mask<br />Flower's power like you did ask<br />Word musician apt of being unfair<br />All the same, always happy troubadour<br /><br />Doing painting with little girls<br />Was your sweetest specialty<br />Except being jealous of my mother<br />Mine is to find them brothers and sisters<br />With candor, openness and firm study<br />Altogether they will do swirls<br /><br />Forever now I will heed<br />In search of them need<br />And I am the one to be heal<br />And healing they did yield<br /><br />All of this because, I was privy <br />To those children in your eyes<br />Billions of Children, currently<br />And again my eyes were driesckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-62964054097689216642007-03-06T21:39:00.001-08:002007-07-22T22:57:45.532-07:00Caprice for Rondo-- Caprice for Rondo --<br /><br />Everything was easy when you were there<br />The system you built between you and me<br />When you were close and all around me<br />And you simply said: 'I will see you there'<br /><br />I went there again, looking for you<br />There was nothing but salty tears<br />Sleepless night, loneliness, despair<br />Everybody needs me and I'm without you<br /><br />Your name was supposed to be yield<br />One thousand time just to be learned<br />I damned those locations in a ritual<br />One thousands time again and again<br /><br />Meditation, elevation and sweet ritournelle<br />It all seemed that I saved, longed emotions<br />And every secret rondo for you 'my belle'<br />Now I'm drifting, wandering without caprice<br /><br />Those were secrets hide in the nights<br />Secret nights, those are full of sighs<br />Secret hidden for one thousand years<br />The time it will take me to yearn<br /><br />Your name was supposed to be yield<br />One thousand time just to be learned<br />I damned those locations in a ritual<br />One thousands time again and again<br /><br />The music was outside with you there<br />Beautiful caprice for just another rondo<br />And you simply said: 'I will see you there'<br />Play again for me, your biggest aficionado<br /><br />And somebody told me that you loved me<br />Out of the blue, we were radiating<br />Somebody reminded me that you loved me<br />How we were marching, wandering<br /><br />In those sleepless nights it is your name<br />That is pulling out of my body<br />The word I'm screaming innuendo<br />More than a caprice for another rondockr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-42872426148595943592007-03-06T21:35:00.000-08:002007-03-06T21:36:08.812-08:00MansionMansion<br /><br />There is an old mansion in the mountain<br />And you must see its prodigious fountain<br />Where people gather from all around<br />With wits and packed of all sort of goods<br /><br />Cursed gold from Timbuktu<br />Ordinance book from Babylon<br />Penance manuscript from Constantinople<br />Brutal Memories from Antioch<br />Superb silk from glorious China<br />Magicians and musician from Carthage<br /><br />Some say there is no ruler in there<br />But these saying are all but truth<br />Exaction, perfidy and fratricide<br />It's all happening now unremittingly<br /><br />But we're half way up and around<br />We should be jumping out of town<br />As we're afraid to hear the sounds<br />Of all the things that are going down<br /><br />And that is where I come from.<br />But here everything is outside.<br />Makes you understand pity<br />And we all need a new system.<br /><br />So now just tell me where is Old Persia<br />I have a fever and I need medication<br />Before the Babel tower for my pity<br />Is where I will find my new direction<br /><br />I already feel I'm half way up and around<br />Jumping, straying out of this labyrinth<br />And I swear I did not touch absinthe<br />I just heard the sounds off the hooves...ckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-71540104536322901922007-02-22T22:06:00.000-08:002007-02-22T22:07:27.909-08:00Building Cities-- Building Cities<br /><br />I want to build cities<br />Too many fields to battle<br />Too many evading tattles<br />And Caravans in the vicinities<br /><br />You've been building a city<br />Breaking chains of misery<br />Channeling communication<br />Erecting hopes and pure reason<br /><br />I had to lie when I left you<br />The only way to show you the true<br />Involve a faltering process<br />filled with magical equivocation<br /><br />I don't know how to stop your vain<br />And maybe I have another agenda<br />Astronomers, Artists, and Philosophers<br />To many life were lost in vain<br /><br />But maybe no life were lost in vain<br />This lie was just the beginning<br />For a new system made in heaven<br />And you In spite of all the tears<br />That this new love will bring<br />Tell me the name of the children we'll have<br />They will build cities for usckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-86781911623245634072007-02-15T20:13:00.000-08:002007-02-15T21:02:01.161-08:00WeightWeight<br /><br />You know it weight<br />You know it weight on my own<br />On my side, on my lies on my life<br />Lay on my style, on my side on my life over lies<br /><br />You know it weight<br />You know it well, from my lies,<br />From the sky in the nights for you to lie<br />Lay on my side for a while in this time for a lie...<br /><br />And it is weight<br />Weight to choose for always<br />In these lies over lives for ever<br />Weight on my life on my time over lives for a while....ckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-66536043445596803212007-02-09T21:53:00.001-08:002007-02-15T20:23:15.033-08:00Inner<Inner><br /><br />I wanted to go into insanity<br />To find out every man's pity<br />So many way to get there<br />Choose your way or take my hand.<br /><br />Every day will be without reward.<br />Every breath will come with remorse.<br />Every break will be one of questioning.<br />What if I found myself in regrets?<br /><br />Memories, memories, memories...ckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-51475318047801498242007-02-09T21:52:00.001-08:002007-02-15T20:23:49.141-08:00Daisy TripDaisy trip<br /><br />Needles and pins in my arms, <br />My veins were turning green, <br />My eyes were turning red, <br />My lips were turning white, <br />My legs wanted to fall apart.<br /><br />Need legs, need some flesh.ckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-39310609247946921882007-02-09T21:23:00.001-08:002007-02-15T20:24:20.635-08:00Rave On<Rave On><br /><br />Someday there will be only one way<br />Close all ours eyes fade all away<br />Reach out for me, reach out for them<br />I'll take your hand and sing this anthem<br /><br />And then we will collapse into a big wave<br />And you will see this is the only way<br />Nor should we forget all this and fade away<br />Drop all passion, just do and behave<br /><br />Running for free pleasure not so far away<br />Swallow everything baby, until the last day<br />Everything is wrong, everything is nice<br />So long, so nice, what about the price<br /><br />Bass jazz, drum, flesh and beat that's it.ckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-41081701819287864342007-02-09T21:22:00.003-08:002007-02-15T20:25:46.425-08:0012 Moons<12 moons><br /><br />12 moons already<br />How could this be<br />Another seed from the Nile.<br />Another escape in the hill<br /><br />The Pleasure was pain<br />Senses were drowned<br />One thousand times was wanted<br />But their was only rain<br /><br />I'm not one to believe in magic<br />But if I could wave my secret wand<br />I'll set everybody free<br />And I'll set me free<br /><br />I was set free by your attention<br />Now looking for your reincarnation<br />I know it will happen again<br />I'll see you there dearest<br /><br />And then you will whisper to me<br />Everything that you have written<br />I will tell you how I missed you<br />And then we'll go for a perfumed sailckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-89160102518124185902007-02-09T21:22:00.001-08:002007-02-15T20:28:24.047-08:00Get It All<get it all><br /><br />You get it all for me<br />I get it all for you<br />Some place are certainly<br />Better than other heh?<br /><br />And I will dig this<br />And you will dig that<br />I dug that over there<br />You've been building cities.<br /><br />I get it on with you<br />I get it on for you<br />Some girls are certainly<br />Better than others yeah.<br /><br />And I will delve into it<br />Into your inner thoughts<br />You won't escape now and then<br />You won't even try ha-ha<br /><br />I don't know my name<br />I don't know your name<br />Some stories are certainly<br />Better than others, indeed.<br /><br />History is repeating<br />We all go out dancing<br />You go out dancing<br />You put this spell everywhere<br /><br />And Tonight's the night<br />I will sleep over there<br />I won't lie beside this<br />Maybe in a web of fear<br /><br />I will eventually go blind<br />Everything is passing by<br />Some situations are certainly<br />Better than other<br /><br />I get it all for you<br />I get it all for me<br />I don't know my name<br />I will know your name<br /><br />I don't know where I go<br />You know where I've been?<br />But why remember<br />You don't know my name<br /><br />You won't remember<br />And I won't remember either<br />But why remember<br />If you put a spell on itβ¦ckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5888503765576462940.post-61121967839859326102007-02-09T21:19:00.006-08:002007-02-15T20:30:22.954-08:00Space<Space><br /><br />Space is coming out for you and me<br />Space will be between you and me<br />I have a recall from an ancient life<br />I'm getting high and out of this life<br /><br />Take your bongo if you want to follow me<br />Forget my hand just play for me<br />Drift time as come, reborn out of this life<br />I can't be alone but I like it in this life<br /><br />I borrowed this mind just for me<br />I kept this love and thought for Ya<br />Everybody want piece of mind in their life<br />But nobody wants to sing their own life.<br /><br />Just like the way I do, just like I do.<br />I feel so little compare to the dark sky<br />This can't only be that with all your ...<br />My blood is boiling I want to sail the sun.<br /><br />Women, children, falling rain, and windows of time<br />This has change to some obscure facts that<br />Lovers do not knows anymore except for <br />Sleeping rain and windows of opportunity<br /><br />I will take you home tonight<br />But this is one of the last things<br />That I will do for you sweetestckr5http://www.blogger.com/profile/12003574977446167559noreply@blogger.com0